The fear of being forgotten is a powerful force. One that can often lead to obsession and the constant need for attention. I am far too familiar with this feeling. Hundreds of texts and dozens of calls later, you feel as if you've lost everything. Then, that spark of happiness when they finally reply. It is short lived, and can become a never-ending cycle unless you learn to make happiness for yourself. Not what your body or earthly needs ask of you, but what you need on a deeper spiritual level. Questions that we all want to have answered but are afraid or intimidated by the work it requires.
Away from the push and pull of your mental demons, sit and relax. Breathe and concentrate on what you 'really' want. A great gemstone to use for anxiety and stress is Amethyst. It's often the best gem to calm and relax the nerves. The energy of Amethyst nourishes the nervous system and allows it to move into a more relaxed state.
Til next time, speak the words you feel in your heart and let your true light shine Don't let the foreboding squash your spirit.